Journal entry...

[note from moe: another entry to the mind of moe, on the date of 18/4/2005]

On physically real pages i write on, not those made up of tiny pixels. I awaken to an empty room; there i lay staring at the ceiling just staring for no apparent reason. The clock read 12 o'clock. In my resting place, warm and comforting, i stay without any intention of getting up.

suddenly i remembered that the previous night i had called someone whom i had feelings for, just to hear her voice. She answered the phone and said that she was in Penang... It has been ages, i realized, since we had last seen each other. The last time we met she was with some guy. I assumed it was someone close, i kept my distance. Anyways that time past and we moved on. we had agreed to meet for lunch. The very thought gave me the inspiration to get up and get ready.

I called her, she said she was busy shopping with her mom. I understood her situation, she hadn't been back in a while so everyone wants to spend time with her. She had suggested maybe we could meet up for a quick drink later on in the evening. I said sure why not... once the phone was placed down i had remembered that i had a few errands to run and pick up my sister from school.
I messaged her to ask if 3 or 4 o'clock sounded good. She replied that she would be free around 3:30. I replied back that would be wonderful.

I had spent a good deal of time thinking of what to wear before i decided to just go as my casual self. I ran a few errands and picked up a few things, before i returned back to my place to drop them of instead of lugging it all around.

I made my way for the door to drive out once again and my phone rang. I at the time and realized that i was late. i answered the phone and it was her on the the other line. She wasn't mad thank god, so i told her that i would be there in less than five minutes ( which was true considering that i lived quite close to where she was at the time)

I picked her up and just drove around, with no real destination in mind. we stopped at the nearest food outlet which happened to be a McDonald's. We just talked and talked, i was very much interested to hear what she has been up too...it had been a long time since we've met.

we drove around for a little bit, before i dropped her off at her place. we said our goodbyes and then we parted. On the drive back home i couldn't hold back the smile on my face. Something about her, not to sure what it was exactly, that just made we wanna smile...