It rained for a few days...the days almost unbearable... i meet some one new, i admit i have feelings for her but i doubt she has any for me... should i continue or should i just give up?

my little sister was born. A new member in the family, a cute little thing that just seem so innocent and pure that nothing in the world could ever have the heart to harm.

the days pass by... back to my mundane uninteresting life... usual routines are what fills my time... nothing interesting. watch a few movies now and then but only for a while i am distracted... nothing interesting any more...

is this what it feels like to be jaded? to have no inspiration at all... i try to write a song...tried to paint... but no ideas came to be... it just plain sucks... i call her, the new one in my life... but she's busy... no worries i understand, she has exams and i tend to call that the most inconvenient time... oh well back to my life...quite honestly i feel like saying and i will...."FUCK IT ALL"... god that felt good...