Coffee, Birds, and a pack of cigarettes...

Today, I have rediscovered the beauty of the things that I had long left behind. For example... I am awake at ten in the morning... Some of you might think what the hell?
But for those of you who truly know me, you would realize "right Moe usually starts his day at 1 or 2pm... Cause he spends his mornings sleeping...hahaha" so on and so forth. I even experienced sleep that was not the result of complete and utter exhaustion due to trying to stay up all night writing a song, or writing a chapter for my novel, or draw a few more pages of my graphic novel (projects which I am planning to complete by end of next month...This due to the people who consistancy say..."Moe always starts something great but never finishes it"...Well in your face people!!!). And after two months of over-sleeping... Waking up in the afternoon and starting my day in the middle of the story rather than the beginning... I finally (here it comes guys...)...Had a full... Purely amazing...BREAKFAST!!! Yes, that's right folks I had never eaten breakfast in a bloody long time because I was never awake for it... God toast and coffee never tasted so... Familiar...Like from a distant dream.

Once the coast was clear... Out came the cigerettes to start the day. Call me love sick but the only thought on my mind in the morning was of this girl... whom I feel I have fallen madly deeply in love with. Basically it was someone whom I had recently got back into contact with after a long (very long...) time of not keeping in contact. It seems we would some how pop into each others lives at different points in time and leave lasting impressions. Even now when I think back we never had period where we would consistently hang out and build up a relationship (except when I was younger in high school when I first met her and had an amazingly huge crush on her...but she was like older by four/five years. and I was like sixteen...)... we'd just blink in and out of each others lives. BUT FINALLY we met up and we actually started to develop our relationship with each other. It seems almost dream-like at times because this was the girl I had always fantasised being with since I first had an amazing crush on her. To have her in my arms is... beyond words... I just wish nver to let her go. I'm glad to an extent that we never tarted when I was sixteen... because honestly at that age... dating an older girl...Well I would have fucked it up so bad, to the point where even if I were friggin CASANOVA himself, I could not repair the situation.

Just got an SMS from my guitarist of my new band in Penang (still nameless... and still new)...asking when is the next time we could jamm... recently formed because the previous band is somewhat stunted in its development due to the lead guitarist going to KL...God dang it Phyo! why oh why!!!! I might join him soon or I might not... or I might just move the band there in KL and develop there while having my base in penang...or be in KL develop band in Penang...lots of hard decisions. I mean musically it seems KL is THE place in Malaysia to develop a band... the atmosphere is there and I was comfortable with things in that area...but recently i've been not so sure. would I be able to juggle studies and band? financially could I afford to go? (tertiary education is cheaper in Penang) ... Like I said... bloody hard decision. And i found her...

til the next blog... see you guys soon.