I miss you so much...

I've never felt so alone in a big city filled with thousands of people. That's how I felt when I got off the bus... KL used to be my haven. It was my place of pure bliss...But not this trip. Alone I felt as I stepped on the bus from Penang and more alone I felt as I stepped out into KL.

Here I am on a business trip and I felt that something was missing. What was missing? The one I love.

Generally the trip was okay, considering the fact that I got to see some of my old friends that I had not met since about a year ago. Some had changed for the better and some had changed for the worse...Surprisingly some had never changed at all... And the same drama and stress linger in their auras.

Even though I was filling my lungs with the smoke from the Shisha tobacco (a tradition I had gotten into when I was staying KL...) I still felt alone even with friends all around me. Watching the movie "The Lake House" starring Keanu Reeves and Sandra Bullock at Mid Valley Mega Mall, didn't make things any better. It reminded me to much of my relationship and had brought me to tears. Basically it was a story about two lovers who had waited so long for each other and time being the obstacle in their relationship had managed to be together in the end.

My relationship was some what the same way... We had waited so long to be with each other to the point where we lost hope of ever being with each other but in the end we got together. There were so many things that had stopped us from being with each other and so many "almost got together"-s.

Come to think of it... If I could do it all over again there were probably a few things I would change but on second thought it was those things that made the relationship as special as it is today. It made me appreciate her and not want to treat her bad... To be there for her. She is the one I wish to be with and the one I will never forget no matter how far I am...